Need someone else's view on my life. please read and share your thoughts.?

Sorry about your situation :( I've been in the same place you're in right now. Honestly the best thing to do is not to contact her for a while. If she still wants to be with you, she will realize it and try to get back with you. I think that if you keep contacting her, she might feel pressured, to whereas if you kind of ignore her for a while, she may come to realize what she's lost. I know it's a very hard thing to do, and you may not want to, but that's the only way to know for sure. My ex kept saying he was done with me and he had moved on but when i stopped the calls and texts he freaked out on me and begged me to take him back (by that point i wanted nothing to do with him) Best of luck to you!! :)