I need your help! I am just unable to focus on things i want...?

You need to just stop and say wait, God is on my side, he is here for us. Leave it in his hands and you only need to ask one time if you really believe in God. I am a single parent with a child of 15 yrs. & a child of 11 yrs. which is Bipolar, has ADHD, & has a social disfunctional disorder. I receive no child support on either child and I have been doing it alone for the past 10 yrs. I used to ask myself, how am I going to raise these 2 children alone?, finally I realized that if I just left it in God's hands, he would take care of things, and do you know till this day, he has always provided. Now open your eyes & your heart and let God take over.